I have always described myself as someone who loves to be outside. I grew up riding horses, and I have always loved animals. I remember spending most of my childhood at the farm, riding my horses and playing in the woods and pond. In addition to horseback riding throughout high school, I also ran cross country and track. Whenever I was not at school, I was outside. I have seen many early morning sunrises – I remember driving to summer practices in the dark and leaving with wet shoes and sticky legs from running in the early morning dew. Because I have spent so much time outside, I have come to realize that it is difficult to truly appreciate nature when you are in an active state. While I remember the sun breaking through the darkness during these early mornings, I did not take the time to watch it rise because I was too busy looking at the ground in front of me, careful not to trip over a root or rock while running with my teammates.
Sadly, it has taken me a long time to realize the benefits of simply being outside. I continue to run, but when I do, I find that I am either completely zoned out or singing along to my music in my head. I have the mile markers on the trinity memorized, only looking up when I know that I am getting close to mile one, then two, then three, and so on. Through steady movement and constant distractions, I have lost an appreciation for simply being outside. I guess it is more accurate to say that I am someone who likes doing things outside, not someone who loves to be outside.| The Trinity River |
Today, I decided to go for a walk on the trinity, as opposed to my usual run. I didn’t speed walk as quickly as I could to reach my turn-around spot. I didn’t stare at the ground as my shoes stepped one in front of the other. Instead, I slowed down and looked at the world around me. I sat on a bench and spent time looking at the river. When I reached the straight gravel path, although I knew that reaching the end of it would mean I had walked exactly one mile, I turned my head in a direction I normally do not – to the left instead of focusing straight ahead. I saw a path that cuts across the river and decided to go down it and explore. The path was made up of stepping-stone rocks. While the river was completely still on one side, the water trickled through the rocks flowing downward on the other.
| Stepping-stone path |
Great blog, thanks, and thanks for taking time to slow down and observe. As a runner, I know this is a bit unusual for you.
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